2 days passed since my "breakdown". I wanna thank everyone, and I mean everyone for encouraging, being there for me, and standing by me at this critical point in time. Indeed it has been a very rocky and bumpy ride since I arrived and I thank God for you guys. We may be physically apart, but I'm glad we're unified in spirit and in prayers.
I was touched when many came to encourage me and pray for me. Encouragements from even the most unexpected sources but I'm glad for every single one of them, every single one of you. Prayer really works. I dunno how to express how strong it can be.
In these 2 days...things have taken a kinda twist. I'm not sure how to explain but i'm sure its cause of all the prayers. Suddenly the guys seem to be treating me a lil better, somehow or rather, I don't feel "attacked" anymore and I've kinda blend in with them a bit more. Though i've been hurt, but I still love them. I doubt they read this blog, but if you are my friend...this is for you...
"Brothers, I know that these 2 months have been kinda rocky for our friendship. Perhaps I may have offended you in ways that I'm not aware of and I would like to ask for your forgiveness. I know that we have our differences, but I hope these differences do not hinder our relationship. You would have already known that I do not drink and I do not go to clubs and pubs. I have no offence against you guys going but I hope you'll understand if I opt out. I was convicted about drinking and I would prefer to abstain from it, the same goes for clubbing. I thank you for being understanding and hope that you'll respect my decision. As for work...well, you would already have known that I'm quite slow too! Haha...but hey, I'll join you guys as soon as I get my work done k? I apologise for always being in my room...be it studying or just being on my own. I'll try to get out more often! And one more thing...I love you guys. Let's do well together k? Perhaps we can go play some paintball or go-karting one day during the weekends? Forgive me, I"m sorry. I treasure our friendship. =) "
To my dear friends in Singapore, I miss you guys so much. The weather here is getting colder by the day....the sun spends lesser hours in the sky.....in the morning, it seems like night....and well when its night, its night! Haha... I'll be going Paris this weekend. To take a breather with the guys. Keep us in prayers k? Its just a short getaway, but well, who comes to France without going to Paris?! So, heres my first trip dere. Haha...
Update soon. =)
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