I go to church...and yet I do not understand. I yearn to fellowship, but no one speaks my language and I feel so lost...but I do not blame my french brothers and sisters for they do not speak my language. I wished there was just one universal language. Worship crosses all bounds though.
I stay in my room..in my own comfort zone...I sing out songs of worship...succumb to online sermons..the spirit flows...but my spirit is torn down when I'm told that I'm too loud. I've tried to use earphones to restrict the sound from my lappie, I do not even "sing", I just hum what I wld sing out...and yet, I'm told i'm too loud. The walls are too thin and neighbours can hear each other.
I feel so tight and restricted...what about the bathroom? My only place of solance and pure comfort...can anyone hear me in there? How bout my car? To just stay in there and worship?
Jesus...I feel so restricted, like I can't worship you freely and in the personal way I know how. Teach me Lord, even in this foreign land, in this different environment..to learn to worship you in a whole different way.
Assure me Lord....I love you. Amen
No matter what, my love for you will never end. I will still sing songs of joy and worship. Let my heart sing out its love to you. :)
Yayness!
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